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Just a ripple thru time, watching the years float by it’s how human design is built Some believe it’s part of something Devine lost souls lost control its getting harder to find Themselves. Life is sublime but choices are getting harder, id like to hold my head under water. I hope it’s the best movement for both of us walking thru life feeling dead emotionless but Im still feel my mom’s essence even with out her presence work till I sleep just to fight depression and when people mention a therapist Change the subject use jokes to cut the tension up (best of luck) back to alone master my own in the cold nights. Family and close friends hold me down like it’s fortnight hopefully find a good wife cut the old life the souls too expensive and sold at no price
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Coming back like a resurrection I still love her and remember eating watermelons. In My Own World maintaining check the method. common sense in the message go get the record. But I ain’t mad at the evolution Let it be know the history of the pain is all in the music so if they don’t know the story its confusing. Even worse they talk shit to legends while interviewing. You have the freedom to be ignorant (yah) we have the freedom to get sick of it. (Yah) Get caught on a corner playing w/ pick up sticks (Rrrrra) find out how you react in the the thick of it growth with the youth protect the past at all cost get rid of the hate and the small talk. Going back to where we shoulda stayed. Burn the page first 48, it’s a murder case (yea)
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...Love Pt.1
02:34
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Every time the phone rings Still wish it was you (you) But the vibe was feeling off what was I to do (do), You said you felt it too (too) that’s what love is. Empathy for each other and what we going thru.
It coulda worked out but We both were burnt out. Thought I found the one but back on my search now. Worse than a Mary go round, stuck In a turn style. (Same shit) Like a love tko it hurts now. (I need to let it go)
We not the only ones in the world w/problems why I even let you go, Life is dull with out you, we don’t talk this might be a way to let you know. The World Sucks Without my babydoll in it was she authentic, I guess Thats What Love means to me, finding a real woman that I wanna just fall in it. Searching For Love in all the wrong places always being evasive annoyed by the thirst of these savage bitches dodging them all like the matrix. We had a love I thought wouldn’t fade away & lately I been smokin weed to take the pain away, Haterz wanted the relationship to fail
Chorus:
Every time the phone rings Still wish it was you (you) But the vibe was feeling off what was I to do (do), You said you felt it too (too) that’s what love is. Empathy for each other and what we going thru.
It coulda worked out but We both were burnt out. Thought I found the one but back on my search now. Worse than a Mary go round, stuck In a turn style. (Same shit) Like a love tko it hurts now. (I need to let it go)
playin my music real loud to drown out the thots, a double entendre they talkin too much Im missing our conversations they were deeper and stronger, we had beautiful dream unstoppable team, we cared and Respected it. You were supposed to protect my heart but you became the one who neglected it
I like you, I’m not gonna cry, I miss you, I’m not gonna cry, I love you, I’m not gonna cry, I miss you I’m not gonna
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Success is getting harder to find is it your fault or more the cause of a faulty design when a father is buying food for his baby card is declined its ten stacks to take your life drop of a dime. When it comes to money and women bring Sand to the beach and if she basic Ima savage with the catch and release. They try and trap the prince Girls got their own money hustle too. I’m the one that got away like Keisha Knight huxtable. If her body a show stopper like an all gold chopper I still drop her if that’s the only thing she got to offer ima need a partner not a dependent not to mention in the book of life I’m the author to my own ending. Ima hot box a drop top and spit bars like I gotta mouth full of pop rocks a lip czar. And after smoking on that palm tree by Pknuckle that gastroe im blowing every dollar in my pocket at the basspro shop.
Chorus:
money money
Makes you do things that spawn evil
It’s the Money money
takes control of all people
Get the money money
It’s the root of all evil
The Money money
Make your soul dark as don cheetle.
Money money
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...Religion
03:02
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The things that feel the best make us self destruct, that’s why it’s takes a special will power to level up. Wish I could freeze time for a minute the bezel flooded. My internal light stay shinin My soul studded.
They got you tricked before you even understood the difference and used it as a tool to dim the light of your resistance.
They killed innocent men women & children ima victim and the product and pusher of realism. The asterisks shows my brain battle my heart disastrous tho but I must speak my truth after this the rats are exposed I chose the road at the risk of spreading blasphemes code But I had to explode God forgive me I was alone the room was empty. It was dark and I wait for a message that you would send me. After a lifetime I wondered if there was any and felt envy to those who claim connect directly to you.
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Lord Forgive Me
Product & Pusher Of Realism
I pray my past won’t change the course of my bright future &
I lost my way but Came right back, through retribution
The Jig Is up They Rigged up they juggin out in the biggest truck no rules or laws got a license to kill and you can choose the cause. What a Chaotic God. There’s truth in a scripture right out the genesis off top the end was a myth like a white Pegasus. If your mind is open ta a higher intelligence then understanding the real truth becomes effortless. Every story has two sides Compare the lives of the people saved from the lies & the ones brutalized and you decide if a white Jesus was crucified and if he died to wipe your sins so that you survive. In 2019 don’t believe in a pipe dream find your own spiritual growth and what it might bring
Talk to god and the Holy Ghost in your night themes but know the time like the angel wings on Breitling
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Lord Forgive Me
Product & Pusher Of Realism
I pray my past won’t change the course of my bright future
I lost my way but Came right back, from evolution
Lord Forgive Me
Product & Pusher Of Realism Lord Forgive Me
Product & Pusher Of Realism
I pray my past won’t change the course of my bright future
I lost my way but Came right back, through evolution
I pray my past won’t change the course of my bright future
Cause these times they change cause these times they change
You’ll die in Vain if you can’t keep up with the movement.
Cause these times they change cause these times they change
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Hook Adlib: You Living To Die Or You Dying To Live
End of a sequence, pick up the pieces. The reason we keep Allegiance to credence in Past achievements instead of future endeavors of freedom, Thaddeus Stevens. You Living to die or dying to live the debated thesis. The demon of death is back to make sure the agreement is kept. You sold your soul for cheap success and now it’s time to collect. The people possessed they walkin like zombies the cousins of death. energy of the soul is eternal the bodies a guest. Sometimes you get what you want but your not ready for it. The last thought of what could have been what remorse is. The pressure the trippin point to the forklift the reasons we dip and dodge in the fortress. surrender to splendor ideal pleasure at any measure protect the endeavor of your forever. It’s a cold world cold as a dead body successor Whats worse desensitized far back as I Remember...
Hook Adlib: You Living To Die Or You Dying To Live
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Patrick Antonian Los Angeles, California
Los Angeles Grimy Rap
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